I am Tired

I am so tired,
tired of this world,
tired of these words,
tired of this life.

I am so tired
tired of this mind,
tired of this body,
tired of this breath.

I am so tired,
tired of this memory,
tired of this intellect,
tired of this ego.

I am so tired,
tired of the people,
tired of the impressions,
tired of the expressions.

I am so tired,
tired of money,
tired of status,
tired of beauty.

I am so tired,
tired of these roads
tired of these cars
tired of this travel.

I am so tired,
tired of this separation
tired of this union
tired of this waiting.

I am so tired,
tired of this chasing
tired of this gazing
tired of this thinking

I am so tired,
tired of this eating
tired of digesting
tired of this shitting

I am so tired,
tired of being good
tired of being bad
tired of this formality

I am so tired
tired of this show off
tired of this hypocricy
tired of this mood.

I am so tired,
tired of this race,
tired of the charm
tired of this garbage.

I am so tired,
tired of this anger
tired of this peace
tired of this hatred.

I am so tired.
tired of writing this
tired of thinking what to write next
tired of being tired.

I want to rest
just rest.

I want to go away,
far away from this noise
and be with myself.

I want to be with myself
and just disappear.

I just want to vanish
vanish from this misery
vanish from this place
vanish from this drama

I want to go away
vanish from this love
vanish from these tears
vanish from this pain

I want to go away
far away from time
far away from this moment
far away from the past and the future

I dont want anything
really I dont want anything
I just want to go away
to be with myself
just leave me alone.