Turn towards a Meaning

I returned from TTC-1 last week (Dec26,06 - Jan7,07 at TX Ashram). We were a group of 56 ppl. Taught by Mikey.

So many processes and so many things during the ttc. It was very intense.. and very rigorous.. and so much gratitude and love and awareness was nourished.

More I know about Guruji, more he becomes dearer and more he becomes mysterious.

Guruji says. Govinda = one who has become mysterious.. ppl when in love become mysterious, they act funny and wierd.. and Govinda is one who has become that. nice na.

Something has shifted in me after ttc1.. its as if, there is a strong sense of purpose in life.. I have a priority in life, which is unshakeable. A strong sense of belongingness and security and confidence. Its as if, the things I have been holding on to so long have become so trivial and completely overshadowed by this feeling.

Sometimes I feel how much my Guruji has given me.. its really unbelievable.. so much love and how well he takes care.

One thing that keeps ringing in my mind.. Satguru is alive and is here .. That energy is physically manifest in a human body.. He is here and walking amongst us.. Truly blessed is this moment and we all are.

More later.